I haven't done a journal in a whhhhiiiilllleee, but I'm here to accomplish that!
ANYWAY, here's an update!
•I recently turned 18 last Wednesday~woopdeedoo, but I won't be crossing the paths of the many mature posts out here, so shut up already about that-_-
•I have been considering changing Arnele's name for about 2-3 months; it was at the last-minute when I came to the realization that her name was spelled and sounded almost exactly like "Ariel." This is problematic in the sense that the story follows along with "The Little Mermaid" by-coincidence (but I WILL change it, now that I found the issue here. But also, I'll add more ideas and finally come up with how it all starts, and most likely take some components out of it), regarding the fact that an undersea dweller rescues a human who was drowning, they later on fall-in love, yadayadayada
Once I get into more depth with the story (and actually keep a journal in which I can write all this shit down), I'll post about my modifications in a journal here, as well as-you know-I'll put it all into writing on Wattpad
•For those who have seen my status about 2 or so weeks ago, well, I have some unfortunate news (and I didn't even expect this for many good reasons rather than the über cliché "I thought he was my soulmate"); Wyatt and I are no longer together;( I really thought that, considering the fact that he and I were really close, opened up about past trauma and emotions, all that stuff; I thought that he and I would last longer than only 5 days... Like, for at least a year, which never occurred to me. I never had a year-long relationship in my entire life. Neither of us fought nor was unfaithful in any way, shape, or form; he was going through a difficult time in his life in which he was getting tormented at school, he had a professor who didn't teach well to the point where he was struggling really badly in the plumbing class and his parents were harsh and unsupportive of finding him the right help. They blamed Wyatt for being a slacker without understanding what really happened, not to mention that they're divorced, so he has a pretty broken family life with that. Hence all of this, Wyatt's depression would be an on-again, off-again occurrence. I swear, I was hurt by all of this and strived to help him, but he never responded to that message and therefore blocked me on social media, as I soon did.
•My family and I are leaving for Ocean City, Maryland on June 17th this year!!
As many times as we go there (and it's actually been 3 years since the last, but every memory is still well-intact within my brain cuz that place is, like, my second home-and better home at that
), I'll never get sick! It's insanity at its finest!
•I have considered doing a group drawing of me and my watchers; considering that I'm buddy-buddy with most of you, I thought of doing this as a way to thank you all for your unconditional love and support for me and my works, to celebrate our close bond, and to let you know that I care about you SO MUCH!!
Some I've known for a couple of months, some less, some for 7 years:0 But yeah! Thought I'd do a nice thing there
•So, who's this Jaedte-chick? Well, imma tell ya! Jaedte was a character I created when drawing such a creation as to evoke the mental flow of emotions while experiencing neuroticism. I originally wanted to use one of my OCs, but figured that the drawings in which I'd include them in as well as the states they're in at those moments, they weren't fitting to their stories. Hence, I thought, "Maybe I should just create a whole new character since I barely have any OCs?" And I did. Her name can be spelled in many different ways, yet it'll all sound the same; "Yetta," "Jädte," "Yaedta," "Jaedta," you get it. But it's spelled "Jaedte (Jädte)." I was trying to be spontaneous in coming up with a name for her, so I recalled such a moment in which my sister nicknamed me "Yetta" when she was about a couple years old. And so a new OC was born